Dentist

I went to my dentist very early this morning, at 7! It was the earliest. I thought I wouldn't make it. With half eyes opened I forced myself to get up and get ready. I got 3 small holes fixed and was very happy with my dentist here. Next appointment will be in 2 weeks and I just cannot believe that I again dared to ask for the earliest appointment. It wasn't so bad to get up that early sometimes. It is better to have it that early so that Michael can take care of Rian without taking his working hours.

Anyway, I must say, I didn't take a good care of my teeth before I had gone to a dentist the first time in Germany. There I realized that they are all I have. There will no be a new one growing when I lost it. Well, I already messed up one tooth and lost it right after I gave birth. Yes, there is an empty space in my gums. Luckily it is tooth number 7. So, you cannot see it unless I open my jaws widely. I planned to have an implant this year. But I guess I will have to pospone it. Finding a time to organize this is quite hard.... and... I am scared too. I know that it will be very expensive, but will it be fine? Will it be better? I feel alright without it.